Can you remember when you first saw the sky?

Imagine what it must be like as a new born baby to be taken outside for the first time, when your parents take you home from the hospital and you glimpse the sky for the very first time. You feel the chill of the air for the first time. It must be an amazing moment in our young lives; and something we very soon take for granted.

But when as a young new born you become ill, just as I did. Do your parents ever think “this could be the last time my baby feels the warmth of the sun or sees the outside world”?

At about 8 weeks old I started crying 2 hours after a feed.

I was taken to the doctor who said it was probably colic.

At three months old I started passing blood in my bowel motions and went to the Accident Unit, from there my parents had to take me to Bucknall Hospital and I stayed in their isolation ward.
The next day I was transferred to Cheethams Childrens Ward at the City General Hospital.
I wasn’t to see the sky for another 3 months.

My Mum now takes up the story:-

I used to catch the 10 o clock bus to the hospital and stay with you all day until your Dad finished work, he would stay about an hour and then we went home for our tea.
We kept asking what was wrong with you but they kept saying that until they were sure they didn’t want to say anything.

You were put on a drip which started out in your arms, then your legs and finally in your head.

You had bloody diarrhoea most of the time and you were losing a lot of weight until one nurse suggested that you be given ‘Bengers’. This was something like Complan and overnight you gained 8 ounces.
Sometimes we could not see the blood but it was still there, they call this occult blood because its hidden.

One day when we got home I couldn’t settle and so we came back to the hospital and you were just lying there shivering.  You’d had a high temperature all day and so the nurses had put a fan on you.  That was the night we nearly lost you.

One day I went to our GP and told him that I wanted to know if my baby was going to die because you did not seem to be getting any better and no-one would tell us anything.  He seemed quite upset by my question and offered me a cigarette and both of us smoked a cigarette in his surgery!
He phoned the hospital and asked the consultant if he could tell us what was wrong and what the outcome might be and it was only then that they started talking about a milk allergy.

Then your consultant went on holiday and a different consultant was doing the ward rounds instead and one day he just said that he thought you should come home.

You were at home for a couple of weeks and you got a chest infection and ended up back in hospital for two weeks. 
Then you got diarrhoea again and this kept happening, you would come home and then have to go back in.  I think you spent almost 6 months of your first year in hospital.

 It was several weeks before we were told that you were allergic to milk.

I can now drink milk and am a perfectly healthy individual but I’m one of the lucky one’s. I got better, some don’t. Some children are not so fortunate and this is where the Donna Louise Children’s Hospice is so vitally important.
They help to make sure that each child has a full and happy life for as long as they are with us; and this is one of the main reasons I’m willing to put my body on the line and run 12 half marathons in 12 days for them.

The work they do is some of the most valuable and if through my running I can help them continue this work and help others through difficult times then it will be worth all the aches and pains I’ll go through as I push my body beyond what its capable of and run 157 miles over 12 days.

If you’d like to support me then please have a look at my JustGiving Page http://www.justgiving.com/6Townsrunx2

And remember to look at the sky and try to imagine what that must be like if it’s the first time you’re looking at it. Life is amazing and so are you.

Thank You

A short biography of the 6 Towns Run

I run in Stoke-on-Trent, it’s a city in Staffordshire and for people who aren’t familiar with Stoke-on-Trent it’s actually made up of 6 individual and quite unique towns.

In 2010 the city celebrated its centenary having been formed by a federation of the six separate towns in 1910. The settlement from which the federated town (it was not a city until 1925) took its name was Stoke-upon-Trent, where the administration and railway station were located. After the union, Hanley emerged as the primary commercial centre in the city and is now the city centre. The Towns are from north to south, Tunstall, Burslem (known as the mother town), Hanley, Stoke, Fenton and Longton.

 In March that year while at home in front of the TV I watched a Sport relief program about Eddie Izzard who is a hilarious comedian that I love. Though this program was no joke as Eddie had taken it upon himself to run 42 marathons in 50 days with just 5 weeks training!

 It inspired me and I immediately started thinking what I could do within my home city. The year before I’d ran the Tree Tops 10k which is a charity race for the Donna Louise Children’s Hospice in Stoke-on-Trent. I raised £100 for them from that race.

So it was easy for me to say “hey how about I run an endurance event for the children’s hospice”!

And so as part of the year long centenary events I developed the 6 Towns Running challenge and mapped out a half marathon distance run through each town careful not to over lap too much with the other towns and created The 6 Towns Run. 6 half marathons in 6 towns in 6 days!

It was a huge success and I raised just over £1000 for the hospice.

Throughout 2011 I always had it in mind to do another charity run in 2012 and by October / November time I’d decided I’d bring back the 6 Towns Run and run 12 in 2012.

As the Donna Louise Hospice is the only children’s hospice in North Staffordshire and South Cheshire and with twice the amount of half marathons to run this time I could take the 6 Towns Run out to new places.

So I’m very pleased to be running through Newcastle-under-Lyme, the Staffordshire Moorlands and South Cheshire as well as running new routes through Stoke-on-Trent and revisit some of my original 6 Towns Run routes too.

I started training at the beginning of December 2011 and now as I edge ever closer to the start date of 28^th March all I can say is “bring it on. I’m about as ready as I’ll ever be”

Please support me and help make this worthwhile http://www.justgiving.com/6Townsrunx2 please give what you can.

I’ve been working so hard to achieve this and I promise you that no matter what condition I’m in; if I have to crawl, hop or drag myself around. I will do this and complete 12 half marathons in 12 days (157.2 miles).

Mind games + Vibrations of life

This is my second blog about my new running challenge to run 12 half marathon distance runs over 12 days and I want to share with you some of the things I think about when I’m running or just thoughts I have about running. Please let me know what you think or what goes through your mind when you run.

Lest week I was told by someone that I was mad to be doing so much running and gave me an example of a friend of this person who was a strong runner and athlete who in later life needed to have both hips replaced as a result of her running.

Now I’m not the world’s most confident person and there are times in my life when I’m full of insecurities and for about 5 maybe 6 seconds I doubted myself and wondered if my legs would fall completely off when I hit my 60s!

Then I remembered what a friend of mine once said; “never die wondering”

Andy is a very good runner and I mean “very good” and he has never let the metal bars which keep his ankle together stop him from living to his maximum.

He is @andywg on Twitter and like so many of my running friends on Twitter (you know who you are) has inspired me to; 1 keep going, 2 go harder and 3 never doubt my own ability. I can do this, YOU CAN DO IT. No matter what you want to do, don’t be told by others that you can’t have that, or that you’ll never become that person. YOU CAN.

 When I run those are the kind of positive affirmations I’m constantly saying to myself. I find my mind wonders through my past to my school days and I think about how some teachers more or less said I’d never amount to much as an adult. During careers counselling it was the same, but in the back of my mind I never believed them. I always believed in myself.

I often wish I could go back to my old high school and stand on the stage in morning assembly and tell the whole school this simple message, “always believe in yourself, no matter what anyone says; if you have a dream you must follow it, chase it down, grab the opportunity with both hands and hold on to it so tightly that your hands go red.

Self belief combined with hard work and the willingness to make sacrifice’s will get you to where you want to be, or help that person locked inside yourself break free.

Though I’ve said I don’t believe I’m the most confident guy, there is one thing which through the years has never changed and that’s my self belief.

For those that know me well you’ll know that I’m not someone who talks the talk but you’ll know that when I say I’m going to do something, you can take that to the bank. I don’t say something until I’m (fairly) clear in my mind that I can do it which is why I will give you a gold plated cast iron guarantee that I’ll run 157+ miles over 12 consecutive days in little over a month from now.

It may not seem like a huge challenge to some as I know a lot of great charity runners who go to extraordinary lengths for their chosen charity. People such as Mark Allison who in 2013 will run across Australia running about 41 miles each day! Now that’s impressive and I’m very proud to be running this years Great North Run as part of Marks team, catch him on Twitter @rungeordierun

But what I’m doing is hard for me, I’m not an elite runner, I’ve been working towards this since the start of December now and though I’m close to my peak fitness I know I’ve still got a lot of hard training runs ahead of me.
But I like to say that “nothing in life that’s worth doing is easy” and wanting to bring money in to the only children’s hospice in North Staffordshire and South Cheshire is worth the hardship and the long winter runs in the cold and the rain.

I wonder if people tell Mark Allison he’s crazy to run so much, and I wonder what he does to challenge that view. All I do to challenge them is to make it my life’s work to keep proving the nay Sayers wrong. I am so more then you said I would be!

This is a great running quote which I like “Most people run a race to see who is the fastest, I run a race to see who has the most guts”.

In 2005 I wrote “Vibrations of life” to describe to others one of the ways I feel alive and connected to life and I've added that to thsi blog. Please have a read.

And this is the link to my just giving account http://www.justgiving.com/6Townsrunx2

That’s one of the ways you can support me on my runs.

Thanks for reading and I’ll try to make the next blog a bit more bite sized and not such an epic.

Phil

Vibrations of life!

Planet Earth is rotating at a constant speed of over 1000 miles per hour.

We don't feel the Earth’s rotation because everything else is moving with us and because the motion is very smooth. It's kind of like sitting in a car and reading a book or playing a game. If the car is going very smoothly, with no stops or bumps, and you don't look out the window, you wouldn't know you were moving.

    Imagine if you could feel the vibrations of the planet spinning beneath your feet! Imagine if the further from home you travel the greater the vibration, and the further from your comfort zones you are the stronger the spinning gets; to the point that you have to hang on by your finger tips with the world rushing past you at 1000 miles an hour.

    Draw a circle in your mind, in the centre is your comfort zone, your daily life, the dull mundane of existence. Here you feel still and lifeless.

Move further from the centre point and travel out to the edges of the circle and feel the vibrations getting stronger, feel the pull of the journey, out here on the extreme edge of life is where we find the buzz, the adrenaline, the wanderlust, the reason for that existence. Out here we are truly alive.   

    Next time you find yourself in a new place, alone and far from home. Stand still for just a couple of minutes and feel the vibrations of your world rushing and swirling around you. Bask in the knowledge that you are more alive out here then you could ever be in the centre of the circle!

And when, at journey’s end you start to feel the vibration less, remember that day in a far distant land when you felt life coursing through your body, though you may find your self back in the centre one day. It will never be a comfort zone again, and you’ll not be afraid to venture out from that centre point when the call to travel takes over you once again; as it always does, time and time again…………..

©PDThomas2012